Vermilliant . . .

[Being in Love gave me the Bogus card]

Dating/relationship whatever you’ll call it.. It was great while it lasted, but the story ends there.. I’m feeling better over the weeks that has pass, the first week was painful of course. anyway off to another topic?

I dunno.. in the course of that week I tried to reconnect with some people. if it’ll work out that would be great, if not oh well at least I tried. I have a poem of that .. I’m posting the reconnection parts ..

my days going on backwards..

sambAmore
it was good to hear some beats again
does it make my heart beat again?
it was nice to see her again
instead of thinking things have fallen
off from the faces of the earth
today I didn’t run away
gesturally asking for hugs
cus i’m collecting them..
there will always be awkwardness..
conversations or not..
little smiles here and there..
making little connections for the moment..
our eyes may have met
it was nice to met you again..

-

friends or not..
reconnection for a night was nice
even if there wasn’t a sleep over..
I had fun singing 80s & 90s songs..
almost crying from a song
tearily asking for hugs
cus i’m collecting them..
pillow fighting..
plus a bit if wrestling..
watching the whole cheerleading demo
makes me regret the fallout
of our friendship
not clear of how it happen..
maybe I was afraid of falling for you
maybe I regret not being roommates
instead we were hall mates, staff mates
friends if possible
and maybe I’ll let myself fall for you..
if you let me into your world

Thanks Taking Break

I’m not going home nor going up north, why? it’s a headache to plan.. etc.. I’m going home in the winter break anyway for 2-3 weeks, no more than that or I’ll be bored to death..

in the mean time there’s 2 games I’ve been playing ..

http://s6.gladiatus.us/game/c.php?uid=169473

www.dragonfable.com
but I guess I should be productive >.>.. working on painting, develop film from the summer, maybe actually print? work on my papers? I dunno.. I actually wanted this break off anyway ..